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ok just for you people's info, im going to 3c3 so im doing triple science AND IM REALLY NERVOUS ABOUT IT. i don't want to do triple science ): i don't want to go to upper sec )): i just want to remain in lower sec forever!!! i can't bear to leave my friends and i can't shoulder all that responsibility!! I CANTTTTTTTTT. and i can't examine animals' urinary systems in bio too -_-" im not even allowed to drop any subjects after sec 3 because my parents think i can do it if i just worked harder....what do they know? they just want to show off to the relatives that i can do triple science, they don't even care what happens to my social life, they just want the results. RARRRRRRRRR. they don't even understand that I and DIFFERENT from THEM. I NEED A LIFE. IM NOT AN IQ GENIUS. and i definitely DONT want to be "the leader of [my] relatives" GAHHHHHHHH. TO HELL WITH YOU, AWAYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im going nuts, someone save me.....

im going to miss everything <3 and i can't even have time for myself to bask in my remaining sec 2 days before i move on. i just want to rid myself of my relatives, my family, my responsibilites, rid myself of everything that hurts me.

hellooo again :D the holidays started since ages ago but i haven't started relaxing yet cause of trainings, lifescience workshop and GIGAJAM demonstration bleah. but then again, IM GOING TO TAIWAN IN 2 DAYS TIMEEE :D heehee. im so excited lah <3 there is a K One concert but unfortunately i can't attend it cause i can't get enough tickets. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i nearly cried when my mummy told me ); but nvm, im sure i will enjoy the rest of taiwan there with my family <3 and im thankful to be able to go somewhere nice for a holiday heehee. yeah so these past few days i had trainings but i couldn't run cause i had flu and i would start choking half to death everytime i ran ): oh but i had a lifescience workshop too which at first i thought was boring but then turned out to be quite fun when my group (DNA - twinkle and charlene) started playing with the latex gloves hurhur. but the experiments were really fun :D pity i have to miss 5 hours of the workshop altogether ): sigh... but i really hope that the GIGAJAM demo will turn out fine. AHHHH IM SCARED!!!! oh well, wish me all the best :D

can someone just squish me? like seriously, just squish me. i would remain grateful to you until who knows when. squishie squishie squishie. COME ON YOU KNOW YOU WANT TOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

you always say im different. you say that im PRIVILEGED to be different. but what do you know? you aren't different. you had a life. i don't. i can't go out with people, i can't do what i want to, i always have to do what you say because you think that just because your thoughts are different from other people, they are definitely correct. but i have had enough of being your guinea pig. i have had enough of you always saying "you can't do what you like in life, because thats how unfair the world is".

everyone thinks im so smart, im so talented, and they have very high expectations of me, especially you. but im NOT a machine! i can't take it anymore. why can't you just let me be?? i don't wanna be talented! i don't want to have what other don't! i just want to be normal....

hey again! exams are FINALLY over haha. i won't say i have a lot of confidence in my papers cause i don't but i shall leave everything to fate :D ok no more talk of exams cause its over. OH yesterday i was going home after my science paper hahahaha. i was taking bus cause i know after exams, everyone will be taking MRT to bugis so i had to take bus. when i was in the bus, there were these bunch of sec ones and OH-MY-GOSH were they loud. i was sitting in the middle of them for some reason, i think the bus was too full with crescentians so they came to sit around me and they SCREAMED and SHOUTED IN MY EARS. MYYYYYYYYY EARSSSSSSSSSSS. gosh...stupid sec ones, inconsiderate brats. i was glaring at them as if i wanted to split them apart with my lazer eyes but they didn't notice. and they were in the bus for quite a few stops so i had to cover my ears and all but obviously it didn't work. goodness, I KNOW YOU ARE EXCITED OK BUT PLEASE BE CONSCIOUS OF THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU WHO DON'T WANNA GO DEAF. sheesh.

anyway, we have 2 days of holiday before its back to school haha. on thursday and friday, we have some post-exam activities which i seriously think we can do without but apparently the teachers don't think so. and we have an OBS briefing. AHHHHHHHHH. I AM TOTALLY GONNA FREAK ABOUT OBS. i mean im a TOTAL city girl, a spoilt brat, whatever but i can't sleep without the air-conditioner!!!! IM GONNA DIE THERE. i don't wanna die in a remote place!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH. im too young to die )): im thinking of purposely tripping down the stairs and breaking my shin so i don't have to go for OBS MUAHAHAHAHHAHAAAAAAAAAA. that way, everyone will be happy :D OK enough of the bad stuff. NOW TO THE GOOD STUFF :D i will be sort of busy during the holidays cause im going to genting (FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE :D) a chalet and TAIWANNNNNNNNN <3333333333 muahahhaa. happy happy holidays <3 :D and i might even be going to cameron highlands hurhur. but its not confirmed yet so yeah (: but i think you can still reach me on my handphone cause i will probably get a taiwan sim card when i get to taiwan and i think my phone has auto-rom. :D happy happy holidays!

hi again! haha. my september holidays were quite PACKED because on monday and tuesday i had to go back to school for science and math lessons and from wednesday to friday, i had the peer leaders day camp which was SUPER fun (:

monday and tuesday were just quite normal you know, like the teacher talking and the students listening that sorta thing. then on wednesday, we had our first lesson with Coach Jay and Coach Russell. well the only person talking was Coach Jay but Coach Russell took a lot of pretty pretty pictures :D and i met a lot of new friends that day! like Celestine, Amanda, Celine and Peilin! well i already knew Peilin but not that well so i got to know her quite well cause all these people were in the same group as me! THE PENCILS <3333333 there were nine of us in a group so it was quite a big group lah hahaha. there was Celestine, Amanda, Celine, Peilin, Levia, Jiahui, Charlene, Sabrina and me!!! haha and during the first lesson, we used ice-cream sticks to make little pencils for ourselves hurhur. i shall upload the pictures when i have them heehee. so the first part of the lesson, each group was supposed to create a little model on what leadership meant to us so THE PENCILS made a little plastercine boat with our little stick figures inside :D and we called the ship the LEADERSHIP HAHAHAHHAH SO LAME xD but yeah heehee. Coach Jay was really funny and everybody loved the workshop by him (: SYNERGY ROCKS HAHA! then we had lunch and right after that, we had a really boring workshop ): no offence lah, i mean we learnt quite a bit from the workshop but maybe the instructors could have sounded less monotonous and stop reading from the slides!!!! well we played one ice-breaking game (i don't know how to explain) but it was quite fun lah AND THE PENCILS WON!!!! YAY!!!!! it was a teamwork sorta game so actually we had a lot of teamwork and team effort :D im so proud of my group <333

On the second day, Coach Jay and Coach Russell brought us DRAGON-BOATING HAHAHAHHA. at first i was dreading it quite a bit cause i was scared the boat wold capsize and all but it turned out to be REALLY fun :D the other groups had to split up into different boats but the pencils stayed together in a boat :D and we learned how to row from our instructor XiangLing (i think thats his name HAHA) and then we got splashed with a lot of water by the instructors lah! all the students were calling for peace then the instructors used PAILS to splash water at us!!! hahaha but in the end, we all splashed water back at them xD hahahaha. but it was SUPER duper wet, and we all looked like we just jumped into the river or something hahaha. and while other teams were practising how to row (we had a competition afterwards) the pencils were like rocking the boat like we sat with our legs hanging out and just rock the boat like a see-saw xD and we also sat on the egde of the boat with our legs in and rocked the boat. SUPER DUPER FUN xD and charlene and jiahui were screaming like dunno what hahahahahha!!!!! right after that, we had to shower and there were only TWO shower rooms so most of the peer leaders had to go back to school dripping wet and sticky and bathe in school hahaha. right after that, we still had a workshop by Coach Jay. OH WAIT!!! i forgot to mention that THE PENCILS WON SECOND FOR THE ROWING COMPETITION EVEN THOUGH WE DIDN"T PRACTICE HAHAHAHA. we could have come in first but we just slowed down at the end cause we were too tired. but we thought we were going to come in last lah! THE POWER OF TEAMWORK IS SO MIRACULOUS ;) hahaha. yah ok then we had the workshop by Coach Jay and even though we were all tired and all, we still payed attention in class cause it was really enriching and entertaining lah hahhha.

Then yesterday which was the last day of the camp (so sad) we watched a movie called Remember the Titans and it was quite moving lah and we really really learnt a lot from that camp (: we learnt a lot about leadership and im sure that a lot of us will become EXCELLENT peer leaders! then we had a few sharing sessions and we watched the video Coach Russell made for us :D and we designed peer leader t-shirts too!!! it was really fun (: ahhh im so sad that camp had to end so soon ): and i still haven't done all my holiday homework yet bleah. well, i really hope to have such fun camps again <33 Coach Jay really changed a lot of us and our views about leadership lah and we really really learnt a lot of each other and him (: ALL THE BEST TO THE PEER LEADERS! REMEMBER, LEADERSHIP IS NOT A POSITION, ITS A CHOICE AND ATTITUDE REFLECTS LEADERSHIP :D

today was teachers' day and i thought it was quite boring other than the fact that people were blur enough to leave our class key inside our classroom, thereby letting the auntie lock our key inside our class....that was brilliant haha. the concert was SUPER boring. well, not that exaggerated haha but it was still boring cause the singing and all that was almost like last years. i only liked the skit done by 4g2 isit? haha the one where they imitated their teachers haha. that was funny. the whole hall was bursting with laughter. and i also like it when the 4 choir girls were singing re dai yu lin by S.H.E that girl with the deep deep voice, i think her name is melody, yeah she was REALLY good. like everyone was cheering for her. maybe cause her voice is really deep and unique so people like her. and she actually sounded better than ella from S.H.E HAHA! well that is my opinion lah (: she was really good haha. other than that, the rest of the performances were boring...and the MCs sounded really sarcastic lol. it was unintentional but it really sounded that way. the teachers vs students captain's ball game was quite fun to watch cause it was really fast. like the ball was almost everywhere at once haha. 

then i went back to the primary school after the concert. school was supposed to end at 11 but then we were delayed and it only ended at 11.45 so the three of us, nad kay and me had to cab back to smps. then we realised that hardly any of the sec 2s were there and at first, kay said huiling told her we couldn't go into the hall to watch the concert. but in the end, we found out from amelia that we could go in hahaha so we went in and watched the last part of the concert which was some weird algorithm dance hahah. can go search on youtube. and it was super cute to watch hahah. after the concert, more people came like the sec 2s from smss like the netballers, basketballers and some other people. but i think the 6c people had a class gathering somewhere which i didn't know about so i didn't join them but i still hung around the school with nadee until about 2 plus then i left already because my sister had to go home to study and she missed her bus so i had to walk home with her. the visit wasn't that exciting anyway cause not a lot of sec 2s went back so i just left hahah.

ok liwenn, here is the post about the SMSS visit haha. just so you know, it was kinda boring and not really entertaining so you are kind of lucky that you didn't go lol. except for the fact that i couldn't see you lah ): oh well, i hope to see you soon yeah? all the best for your exams :D

hi again! (: haven't been blogging cause im either too lazy or there is nothing much to blog about because my life is this boring. haha. common tests were just over and im quite happy with my science and math results cause i did quite well heehee. but my parents think that i should have done better -_-" first time in my life i get 80 plus for both and they think i can do better....pfffttt...oh well, THEY STILL REWARDED ME!! <3333 well not rewarded yet but yeah HAHA. they are bringing me to TAIWAN during the november holidays!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE MY PARENTS <33333333333 we were actually supposed to go to thailand or china but cause i have a recent obsession with chinese and taiwanese songs and stuff, they decided to go to taiwan. maybe also because they wanted to go to taiwan to visit some friends haha BUT IM STILL SUPER HAPPY!!!!!! IM GOING TO TAIWAN WOOTS! <3333333 and now my sister is upset cause she says she liked english songs for so long but they never brought her to america -_-" she is such a spazzer.

anyway, recently i started liking chinese songs and i haven't listened to english songs for 1 month already hahahaha. which is quite big a change because i never really listened to chinese songs in my life before and suddenly im obsessing. but one thing i realized is that chinese songs actually sound much nicer xD like its more melodious and catchy and the MVs are SUPERB too <3 heehee. like the dancing looks nicer (K-ONE!!!!!!) and the singing is better (K-ONE!!!!!!!) and its not all that horrible metal punk yucky stuff. bleah. and i started watching taiwanese dramas and chinese MTV too :D heehee. im so proud of myself :D hahahaha. so random.

yeah and im supposed to be a peer leader -_-" like i had to fill in the form and stuff, i don't think its comfirmed yet but yeah. i guess it isn't all that bad to get to communicate with the sec ones but it just came as a shock to me cause CHARLENE sabo-ed me. but she was sabo-ed by SHIYU so it wasn't her fault hahaha. oh well, i just hope the sec ones next year are nice unlike some of the sec ones this year. other people might be afraid to say it but im not, this year's sec ones seriously suck like shit. like they have no respect for their seniors and they are all horribly rude, well most of them anyway. almost everyone hates the sec 1s except the sec 1s themselves lah but i don't think they know cause they are probably too obnoxious to notice. pffttt...

im obsessing over J-star right now lmao xD the song yin wei ai is damn nice can <3333333 i think this is the link for the video. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0pyjYi1SVT8 haha. and i love k-one toooo!!!!!!! i don't have the link for that song though lol. go search for yourself MUAHA. i feel damn mean xD well actually no one really reads my blog so there is no one who will feel that im being mean means that im not really being mean o_O ok im going spastic already. watch too much j-star hahhaa. this week has been fine i guess, nothing abnormal or interesting happening which makes my life quite boring ):

anybody has an idea to make me feel less bored?? xD oh well, i'd better go now. tas!

there is science common test today and i think i will die cause i was super busy figuring out the PBL website and i slept at about 11 last night....and yesterday i woke up repeatedly throughout the night pffttt....im going to die of sleep deprivation hhaha. so tomorrow is the national days celebrations and stuff and i think a lot of people will pon school cause there isn't aren't any lessons but then it would all be too suspicious if our WHOLE class pon haha then we would all get demerits and die x) oh these past few days ive been taking bus home and its super fun hahahha cause like i can sit down and nobody will bug me (: i LOVE that feeling <33 haha